Thursday, February 5, 2009

Goldstar journal / We dare not even dream of it at all...

Why do we always think of reasons we can't have what we want? As kids, we always think of why we CAN and SHOULD have what we want. But we are always told NO. Usually because somebody else says so and that is simply it. How many times do you tell yourself NO for some senseless reason? It's too dark or cold outside. It costs money. It's too outrageous. Too risky. Too dangerous. Too crazy. Too childish. Not realistic. So what. Not realistic is wanting to be a mermaid or live in space and breathe space air. If anyone in this universe is doing what you would love to do, or even potentially CAN, you can too.

Me, I 'd love to go around all day to coffee shops, parks, train stations, stores etc. and think and write and consult and advise and analyze and communicate. Sometimes I'd weave too. And probably do other stuff too and write about it and talk about it.

It's so close now. I feel like I am already there. Maybe I am. Just because I am not making money with it yet doesn't mean I'm not doing it. I am coming out and owning what I am and what I want and I am doing it. It's not a secret anymore.

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